Time is running out

These are my hands,this is the water,they are now washed....

I really should be very stressed but I don't have to ability to reach a stressful state.

My yearly breakdown thing is coming around again....should be fucking fun.Hope I don't fuck anyone's life up too much,think I'll go with the recluse thing and throw myself into college work and stuff this time.Try hide the crazy :/

Peace Out

People should get crazy names

I've kissed a lot of people named Stephen.Five I think. *grabs collar*

Work It Out!!!!

I don't want to be a notch in a bedpost.

It's never going to happen.Otherwise my life is great,I have awesome friends who love me.Why should I wonder about something I've never had.

Still makes me a little sad.Kinda feel like a joke.One person can only make so much effort without changing themselves completely and becoming a douchebag.

And you know what I like who I am.Yeh im fuckin' loud,don't talk proper,have no problem speaking about inapproiate things,enjoy annoying people,get angry very easily.But I've work on myself and this is the best I could do.Four years ago I was pretty much a shadow and now I'm me.So fuck it!!!:)

WOW this blog turned real possy.That Eyelashes one must be rubbing off on me lol

Peace out

Confusion

I'm a silly girl and I know it but I can't be anything else.Damn!

Peace