Feeling a bit better about the whole Eoin thing today. Although my phone just buzzed and I hoped it'd be him, it wasn't, it was Una. I think I should just tell him to stop sending me mixed signals and worrying about what everyone else thinks. I know he likes me but he'll probably be off his face or annoying next time I see him. I just makes sense to me but well he seems to be a different story. I have learned he is a good go to person to shite on about stuff although that is probably because he was trying to get into my pants. So glad I didn't do anything too silly but really I took the whole thing to lightly at the time and should have got him to set me straight on Saturday, instead of playing the "funny, cute I'm ok with everything" girl. And when someone says "your beautiful","that your nose ring is a nice addition" and kissing you, it does seem to distract you from how after will be. I know I'm being a dope about the whole thing but I can't help it. Now I don't think he likes me. Ah WTF!!!??
on other notes, college is nearly over and I'm so excited! I hate it right now because I don't want to do anything. Can't wait to move back to Dublin and have a buzz with Procy. Smoke weed, work, play music and have some general messing.
Must try keep this positive buzz up!!! :)
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