A Little Bit of Solidarity goes a long way

At the end of the day we all don't want to be alone.....it's the age old yearning to not be the crazy cat lady.At times I wonder how I have ended up here and what have I done wrong?As far as I can tell I've been okay through the years,I have lots of friends who love me and accept my ways.

There is the theory that one must accept themselves before others can do so.I know exactly who I am,I know how I tick in every situation.Why with all this knowledge do I feel I need someone...because everyone needs someone....everyone needs a cuddle....

I'm waiting for someone .......ever waiting.

Sun in the darkness

Really odd at the moment.

Steve can go do whatever,he didn't do anything I think I was expecting too much....as usual.I just want a cuddle and to be told it's good to be you....haha what a loser.Nah but really sounds nice and I think it's about time after all the years of shit I've been through.

And on that note we'll move swiftly onto the "Mike Topic".I don't know really.He's already my friend so he already cares.He makes me laugh and seems to think I'm lovely,even with my bitter ways.Really don't want to fuck anything up though,couldn't handle it.

Need to go on more adventures and be more positive.

Peace out
Lo_nie

DEGREE

Well I have a degree in Video and Film :) madness!!!feel kinda old least I have something to show for it all. Next thing: Where is my life going? Ah I'll sort that later. Party Time first!!

Plus I like a boy and as of yet he isn't an asshole!!!Shock there.

Good buzz

Peace
lo_nie

Cul de Sac

I'm going in circles, like most I think at the moment.

But no!!!!!I must focus on myself. Get healthy,finish college and live my life I suppose.

I'd love a hug from a nice boy....that is all.

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lo_nie

Quietly Now!!!........Fuck off!

"It take more than fucking someone
To keep yourself warm" Frightened Rabbit

Am I really destinate to be "that girl"?
I am a nice person and I'm sick of them all: Adam, Steve and probably Eoin.
And yet I reply and I am COLD!

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lo_nie

In the light of Wednesday

Feeling a bit better about the whole Eoin thing today. Although my phone just buzzed and I hoped it'd be him, it wasn't, it was Una. I think I should just tell him to stop sending me mixed signals and worrying about what everyone else thinks. I know he likes me but he'll probably be off his face or annoying next time I see him. I just makes sense to me but well he seems to be a different story. I have learned he is a good go to person to shite on about stuff although that is probably because he was trying to get into my pants. So glad I didn't do anything too silly but really I took the whole thing to lightly at the time and should have got him to set me straight on Saturday, instead of playing the "funny, cute I'm ok with everything" girl. And when someone says "your beautiful","that your nose ring is a nice addition" and kissing you, it does seem to distract you from how after will be. I know I'm being a dope about the whole thing but I can't help it. Now I don't think he likes me. Ah WTF!!!??

on other notes, college is nearly over and I'm so excited! I hate it right now because I don't want to do anything. Can't wait to move back to Dublin and have a buzz with Procy. Smoke weed, work, play music and have some general messing.

Must try keep this positive buzz up!!! :)

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lo_nie

Because I like you

Grow a pair please...your making me confused.

And I still like you.

Hello blogger lady,

I'm drunk and a little high. What up? I think I'd score Plan B he reminds me of a sexy man from Manchester haha!!!

But yes good night!

Peace Out
Lo_nie

Yawnalicious

Hellos,

I am so tired but its in that its grand I don't have to do loads of things anymore.Well actually I have to tidy my room and find my mp3 played....sigh.

Easter should be a good laugh tho:drinkin' smokin'-the usual.It'll be Cumins farewell holiday.

My god I've needed to pee for ages now..I probably should do that.

I think I like a few people:
1 who is in reach that I'm pretty sure I would get.
2 who I think I want just to see.
3 who is far away.
4 who well it's just sex but I wouldn't mind some :) haha bold

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lo_nie

Little Miss Sunshine

Last time was December...not like I write any ground breaking stuff ahaha. Anyway since then: 1. Loads of college work to get on with. I actually have to make an amazing film. I really hope everything I hope for happens because it's my little baby really. 2. Need to sort out my future really where is my life going shite. 3. Very fucking irratiable and stressed with everything at the moment. 4. Going to London tomorrow :) 5. Need to start sorting my weight out. Hope everything doesn't go over my head and cause me to go mad!Hate when that happens.