Life Innit!

Right so I haven't blogged in a bit but yes....

I finished what ever the fuck was going on with Shane and couldn't be happier.That makes it sound like we were going out or something lol.But yes he's not very good looking at all.I can do better.haha

I think I'm beginning to like myself a little more.Odd that.People have been saying nice things and I don't think they're lying.

Really wish Kev would notice......he's not an asshole!!!!Going to buckle down in college more.Got told to do a re write for the pitch thing and the filmbase dude Alan didn't get my twist....whooper buzz innit.I may make something of myself yet

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Sigh

Just a week away now and yeh....one thing i want i probably won't get.

Vicious Circles

At times I feel like my life is too boring so I envy people's problems which is pretty sick in itself.

But then I remember my own problems that I don't want to deal with. Hence forth the little boxes,boxes of crap I cannot go through.The nights,hospital visits,lost friendships due to myself,the boys(how gay)These boxes I can never open for they are stacked and it would lead to a jenga.

Other people's problems seem more appealing.This probably makes me a good friend at times.It's my distraction. But it's the emotional input that will fuck me over and for that I worry.

I can only try.......

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